It feels great to start out the day with a positive attitude. ^__^ Even if it doesn’t go so well, it’s nice to go to sleep with a good feeling.
so after lahat ng efforts mo to fully understand a person, one moment changes things and there he goes saying you don’t even know me. saklap.
I will not whine. This is a positive resolve. I CAN change the way I am. I can be more affectionate and I can spread good vibes. The world is not just about me. But loving myself more, pampering myself more, nourishes that love so I can change myself and change the world, change what is happening around me. I can change my circumstances. I am a child of God so I know that He will guide me on what is right and holy before Him. I can be of help to the needy. That by giving a part of myself can help other people achieve their own dreams. Little things matter. So I will enlarge, put focus on those little non material things. One step at a time. I will say sorry when needed. I will admit my wrong. I will say what is on my mind and be more in tuned with my feelings. I know it is hard, but I can try. I can try to feel. I am not a stone. I am living so I am capable of loving. There I have said it. I don’t need to wait for circumstances to prove myself that I can love. Because I can, there’s no doubt about it. I can love. If other people feel it, it is good. If people appreciates it, it is better. If people respond in a positive way, it is the best. If I can influence and inspire I can be at peace. I am a happy positive ball of energy and inspiration.
PNK family is the best! Today’s monthly meeting is the best so far. Everybody’s gone excited for our TNT next month. We got amazing videos c/o Ka Glenn and logos from Ka Rein and Jeff. Although it gets a little bit sad in the end when we announced that Kuya Chard and Ate Diane is leaving soon for their own weddings. The usual nerve wracking madness is gone as I think I got used to talking in front of the MTs. Thank God! I love moments like these wherein I felt so whole, reminded of my mission which is to serve God and be of service also to my brothers and sisters in the Church. Truly an inspiration for me to be steadfast in my faith as INC. Proud to be!
I was curious to know about my compatibility with Eric. I always wait til I’ve talked to them for a bit and hang out with them a couple times before I decide to read about our signs. It was cool because it answered a couple of questions I’ve had. Like why did I feel so comfortable to talk around…
Stop worrying about your identity and concern yourself with the people you care about, ideas that matter to you, beliefs you can stand by, tickets you can run on. Intelligent humans make those choices with their brain and hearts and they make them alone. The world does not deliver meaning to you. You have to make it meaningful…and decide what you want and need and must do. It’s a tough, unimaginably lonely and complicated way to be in the world. But that’s the deal: you have to live; you can’t live by slogans, dead ideas, clichés, or national flags. Finding an identity is easy. It’s the easy way out.